Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Day 1: Breaking Down That Inner Wall

So It isn't much news to anyone, who hasn't been living with their head up there ass, but there is a lack of jobs out there these days. It's starting to become a really big problem, not just for me but everyone I know (Well besides those lucky S.O.Bs that get fired and hired with no problem...I hate you people). I've been looking for a job in my small bum fuck town for about 4 months now. There is nothing out there! Okay that's a lie there are things out there but they seem to fall into 3 set piles, Jobs I hate, Jobs I can't get, And Jobs that won't call me back (The last pile...you can go stand over in the corner with the people that get hired every other day). See I've got a few set back that most soon to be workers don't have. I don't have a car (That's just the half of it, I also don't know how to drive) I've only had one job outside of working in school and that was McDonald's (and even they didn't hire me back) So I can see why on paper I don't look like the next employee of the month, but still I find it unfair that I don't even get the chance to try. I mean the last interview I got was like 2 months ago and I'm guessing they didn't like me much.
It's a real pain being unemployed. The whole process of looking for a job is like a job within it's self and don't even get me started on what it does for your self esteem. I feel like the world's biggest loser everyday. My mom has to help me pay my phone bill and help out with my rent, and that's not an easy task for her. So I'm unemployed, depressed, and now I'm one of those guys that relays on their mommy to help them out. It's just hard, but today I've decided I won't let the world break me down anymore. It's high time I get up and try to get my life back on track. I've been looking for jobs today but still no luck, Pay Less just filled up (Don't get me started on how sexist that store is...their only looking for women workers. I should sue) So I'm at the point where I just need to rewrite my resume and reapply every where. My goal is to get an interview before July is over, then get a job before the 2nd week of August. Keep Your Fingers Crossed

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